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Internet

I was going through the Google Image search for pictures of Srikrishna, Surprised to see so many photos which are of people who probably dont know they themselves exited on this earth.
Well, what struck me was, what the internet has done to mankind?
Not so long ago there were so many people (1Billion of them) populating this great country India. Very few were even known to have existed in the remote corner of certain villages that dont even has a proper transport service, but the advent of internet lets say Computers has given these people a chance to show their presence in this world.

Great some might think, but I would say NOT REALLY.

Why do I think like this? Probably I am a high headed B, who thinks only I should be the chosen one.... May be, May be not....

My analysis is purely based on Survival of the Fit.

By allowing so many people to access the power of the technology we dont know what we are getting into. The reason why the access of Vedas was not given to many could have been that people with challenged thinking could interpret the content in their limited sense and destroy the essence of it, which we see in India today. Any body born to the So called Brahminical Cult assumes he is a brahmana when thats truly not the case.

Lets look at the Internet and only one aspect of the net i.e. image search, you type a search text and find millions of sites which are not really relevant. Now any third person who is searching for some information gets these contents and with his limited understanding accepts the content to be true then who ever learns form this nut head is going to end up being one.

How do we then solve the problem?
In capitalism driven society...where Money means everything to many, such an act of giving information to only the knowledgeable few would mean Violation of Right to Know.

We really need to know what we are trying to do. When population is so large, 90% being junk, you cant really come up with rules that can justify the means.

One thing can be thought about, for those accessing the net, the service provider should have a logic of displaying content which are thoroughly edited and refreed before accepting,

For instance my article that I am writing, should be reviewed and authenticated before publishing on the net. So that the emotionally vulnerable audience reading this could take the negative aspect of what I am writing rather than seeing my point of view.

I know that my concern is what will turn out to be the problem in a couple of years, It has been that way since I was 15.

I had told many that IT one day shall become a major cause of concern if we do not regulate the growth. Now it has its effets on the economy of the globe. No one wants to accept it but we all know that that is the truth.

If people atleast 10% of the populaiton can start thinking on where we are pushing our civilization, I think we will be able ot make this world a better place of You, Me and the Entire Human Race.

Life in this Universe

The most intriguing question in this Universe is " What is life?". Well let me try my hand on this. It is a series of bio chemical reactions that happen in tandom with one another in order to keep an organism going. It could be plants or animals we can call each of them as organism here.
So Every chemical change is responsible for the process of life to exist. Then what is the soul?
It is the internal energy of the system, which keeps the minimal of all chemical processes going when the main control system fails, I mean the brain goes into coma. Once this internal energy is exhausted by the system then the system is no longer capable of bringing about the necessary chemical changes and hence the organism is dead.
Here the most common property is that there is a moderate or minimum or critical value of the composition of these chemicals. Once it is either less than or more than the critical limit then we see a difference in response from these chemicals. thought is also such a chemical change that is hapenning in the system. Since plants do not have a central control system like brain it follows a different approach to handle the chemical changes.
In animals the brain co ordinates these changes. I would'nt say it controls as the function of the brain depends on some of the things hapenning outside the brain.
So every feeling, action and the process of life itself is just a chemical change, influenced mainly by the nature in which the organism is present.
So life becomes precious as it is difficult to many chemical changes to come together and try to understand some other chemical change hapenning.
But these chemicals are working so much in tandom with one another that the series of thought allows other chemical reactions to triger the other series of reactions and hence forth make the whole process appear complex. Hence the Bhagavadgeetha mentions that it is futile to try and understand the univers as it is like a molecule fo water trying to understand the ocean.

Washed down the drain

A funny thing happened just a few hours ago, What we think and what it turns out to be is really amazing about life.

A puny little lass was struggling to press the tap to get some water and the five foot 10 inches me was easily doing it, Out of love for the little one I happened to help her fill her glass with water.
Really satisfied by this act I went to the chair in the restaurant where my friends were waiting for me with cup of tea....

I was inquisitive about how the little one would manage to drink water from such a huge glass...kept on tracking her till she carried the glass of water out of the hotel and gave it to her elder sister I suppose, who was with another smaller baby on her lap and she happily washed the babies buts with that water and walked away..........

Well I was happy that atlest some mess was cleaned up...

I dont know

What can somebody write about this world and the way it appears to be going?
I dont know
Why do people have so many theories about life?
I dont know
Why do we attribute so much of value to money?
I dont know
Why does nature create so many people?
I dont know
What is the fate of humanity?
I dont know
What am I supposed to do in this life?
I dont know
Why do we do the things we do?
I dont know
Is there life elsewhere in the universe?
I dont know
Are we the smartest of the creatures on the earth?
I dont know
Why is that we love somany things in this world?
I dont know
Do we really mean all that we say?
I dont know
What happens if we dont do all the things we do?
I dont know
Do we really need all the things we have at home?
I dont know
Why did the universe evolve into what it is today?
I dont know
Does god exist?
I dont know
Does the human brain know all the things in advance?
I dont know
Can any human exceed the potential already in him?
I dont know
Are we really alive or mere projections of our thoughts into real space time?
I dont know
Did big bang really happen?
I dont know
What happens to all of us after death?
I dont know
There is only one thing I think I know for sure......
I am in love and no denying that.....
I really know that I dont know these many things in the universe.....
May be there are many more...
Some time later I will reflect upon them.....
Why did I write this?
I dont know

Students with Scientist Programme

A nice trip to the abode of Krishna, udupi far from the madding crowd of Bangalore. The weather was good and no sign of rain I was ready to go with my lecture on the Universe which was titled " Travelling @ Celeritas" I am sure the comp does'nt understand Celeritas, this is where I had the upper hand over the audience as they also had not heard the word.

Well i am glad that these things happen in life. A place I longed to visit and now I was there at udupi. The lecture started at 2:00 rather than at 1:00 as it was supposed to start. Then the questions from the audience, discussion and clarifications all were so up to the mark that I could not have asked for more. I was impressed with the level of thinking of the students there as I have not encountered such questions in Bangalore. Students were wanting more but we had crossed the 4:00 p.m. limit. But I should say, I am really happy the way students are developing in these towns. "Necessity is really the mother of invention".

I wish the vision group all the success in their endeavour.

The aftereffects of consumerism

Though sounded very good in the begining as an Idea, Consumerism has now turned into a curse to the developing modern society, Here are my views on this
1. Too many things to choose from, hence with disposable salary we are juncking many thing at the place once used to be our Home.
2. Every aspect of life is measured in terms of money and what you have back home in your House.
3. Essence of humanity is taking a hit as NGO are now commercial
4. Every aspect of life including flood relief is seen from a profitability perspective
5. Later even having kids will be looked into form this perspective, what can this child earn when he grows up, exactly the way an uncivilised would look at the birth of a boy child, so are we civilised?
6. Because the beauty product add said I look like shit, I need to buy their product is the attitude today, what happened to your common sense?
7. Every thing boils down to this, only 1% of the population is leading the life of conviction while 99% is going behind convenience, hence the end of civilization is nearing us, Dont tell me I didnt tell you...........
Happy consumerism and capitalism, Screw up your lives and may your children go to hell, why bother you will see them there.....

My thoughts and actions

As I have been thinking of life, here I am looking back at my school days, IT was booming and computers were catching up every household,,,,,may be Bill Gates dream was being fulfilled.

As a student I thought what ever I did was the right thing in life, which I still feel.
Reason....
1. IT was not going to be the same for long and it was for followers and not rulers.
2. I alwaya felt I was born to lead and not follow.
3. The only things I ever followed was my dream and my girl (SSS)
4. Learn everything and anything in life,..Sketching, Drawing, Palmistry, Facereading, Astrology, Handwriting, Magic and tricks with cards, trecking, .........
5. Be the best in what you do...

Well now I still feel I have to do more than this in life.,... so climb Mt. Everest, Moon...probably,...

We only have one life and need to get the most of it.

Life's Variety

I was in bagalkote, a small town in Karnataka. I was there to participate in the workshop for district co-ordinators for the National Children Science Congress - 2009. Well with this back ground let me skip to the return journey.

I was to take the bus at 9:15 p.m. so I had informed the organisers that I would vaccate the room at 8:30p.m. Here was life's first twist for the day, The care taker of the room came to my room at 5:00 and asked me to leave as his boss has asked him to clean the room for the marriage party that was to come at 6:00p.m. great :)

I had no choice but to go. So packed up all my goods and left to the tour of the place. Well to my surprise I realised that bagalkot is a very small place and I could walk it out in 20 mins. Nothing much, as the entire place is now in the process of shifting to the new town as a relocation programme.

Now to the most interesting twist,
I went to the bus stop and decided to wait there for my bus as it was cloudy. Here I was sitting on the bench with a week magazine in my hand and reading what ever was in it. Then a person sleek and puni came there and sat in front of me there and " JUST PUKED" pouring all out. Then he repeated again without bothering to go to the sink available in the bus stand. So I asked him to take a wash at the wash basin, he reluctantly did that.

Well then I continued reading and did'nt realize the passing time, Then came a couple "Typical of the Man with a Mush and the Woman in the subdued form" well you will get more of them here.
Well I dont know what their problem was but could realise that he had promised to take her to some place and had been late....

Well that was another, here comes the swinger,
I was sitting and waiting for the bus as it was 9:00, then came the puker, he was fully outraged and gave me a stare sitting next to me. The stare conveyed a full chapter of his anger for me being insensitive I suppose to his unhygenic puking. I pretended as if I am not noticing but my senses were ready for any action he might do. I have seen such staring when I was doing the psychotherapy course at Spandana Hospital for rehab. All lessons had a clear revision and the body was in the flight mode than the fight as I have experience the strngth of these dipressed creatures.

He was sittng next to me as if he was pulikeshi II and the stare lasted for nearly 20mins. I politely got up in the pretext to check if my bus was late and changed the place. But the stare continued.... I was wondering that I should write about this incidence as it would take it out of my memory.

well now I realise that the brain is the no forget machine...... Thanks to nature for being so kind to me......

Well then I got in to the bus which was 30 mins late and left the place with the thought of my love.....

Happy Days

Every moment of life is happier than the previous one as the passing life is teaching us about the present one. So every second if you are aware of the passage of time then your focus is surely going to take you to your destiny.
These are the words of wisdom now at 31. But 15 years ago they would have bugged me to the core as I though that they were my happy days and no body bother me.

Yes they were the happy days but these days are happier than that as I had dreams of life then and now i am fulfilling them.

Surprisingly, every thing I thought about my life has happened as they occured in my mind. Though many people dont agree with my way of thinking, thats fine as its my life and who care what others think,...Irony just a sentence ago I was thinking of what people thought.....

Life as I see It

Life over the last 31 Years has been a great experience and some thing worth dying for. The meaning of happiness, the meaning of love, Lust and the inevitable dust we would turn into.

All the people I met, yet to meet and the ones met and forgotten have rubbed their existence on my soul and made me what I am today.

Every second is worth the effort and every bit of it is worth taking the risk. Every achievement and every failure has been the mentor and the tormentor. Yet life is so beautiful that its worth dying for.

Why BJP Lost?

Reasons I feel why BJP Lost,

1. Very old leader....eh,,,,,sorry no Leader....
2. Out dated Agenda
3. Only Election Time gimmicks
4. Lack of Understanding of Hindutva
5. Need Young (24 -34years) leaders with Conviction and not convenience politics.